Monday, April 11, 2011

My Food Porn Sensation



I had the most delicious, big, juicy, firm, sweet, tantalizing, succulent and ripe serum all in my mouth on yesterday. I made love to it so passionately making moans and groan sounds vibrating within my body, trembles cascading right down to my toes.  I started tapping my foot on the floor and humming, as I inserted it inside my mouth. I suddenly became jealous of my own tongue, being able to take all the girth and deep throat all of its components, until it dissolved inside my belly. The best part is the pit. It holds the last residue of the sweet meat. The only thing you can do is suck it real hard, lightly using your teeth, not to aggressive, but a softly graze, getting all of its meat. Oops, I got a little greedy I got some sticky serum left on the corner of my mouth, but doesn’t worry I’ll lick it off, mmmm… delicious. Was it good for your like it was for me? I hope so because mangos are healthy for you.

Did you get a little hot for a moment? Lol. This how we should have a relationship with our food that is good for you and to you. Food should be thought of as a lover in a HEALTHY relationship. It should be able to nourish your needs, be fulfilling, and acquiring good taste, satisfying your hunger, helping you to maintain healthy thoughts, keeping your body active and beautiful and the most importance keeping you sensually happy.  I don’t want to bore you with details about food being unhealthy because you already know that, right? Absolutely you know, so it’s about writing about the fun, juicy stuff.

But first, what is food porn? Well, food porn is a masterpiece of a sexy, architect ensemble of picturesque food blended with texture, contrasting colors, delicious d├ęcor and opulent presentation that is breathtakingly fabulous. It’s a sensuous palette for all your senses to coordinate a dance of exuberant delight.  It’s the ostentation of wealthy ingredients that may have traveled internationally or locally homegrown in the deep rich soil to accommodate a great meal.  Or it can be simple fruits and vegetables that are ripen with vibrant rich colors mist with wet, hydrated droplets to assure you the best quality of fresh food.  When you finally see the finish production, you’ll see the most tantalize sensual relationship commingling together harmoniously.  It’s the capture of beautiful essence. You didn’t know eating healthy food can be so freaky.

Eating healthy can be fun and sensual; the excitement to have many assorting choices of healthy food is easier to find in your local stores or Farmer’s Market. Many people have different variants what eating healthy ought to be like being omnivores, vegan, vegetarian, fruitarian or raw food, which ever one resonates with your needs, that’s your choice. However, it stills need to be healthy with the freshest food possible.

The preparation is the fun part just asks Shelly Chapman, she’s into food porn, also. She is known as The Food Relationship Coach. I love looking at her blog fill with allured fascination of mouth-watering goodness that leaves you insatiable because you just want more. I sometimes browse through her food portfolio in secret, maybe I’m a closet food porn freak. What Shelly shows and other respectable chef artist that food can be sexy and healthy.

The most important aspect of healthy living is eating.  The first thing I had to do to change my relationship with food. I found the enjoyment in preparing my meals. I take the disciple to make sure my food choices are right for me and nourishing to my body. I research to learn more about the food I consume, to see what the benefits are for my wellbeing. I love walking into a Farmer’s Market smelling the fresh herbs, fruits and different spices that permeates in its own location. I love aromatic smells of ginger, strawberries, cilantro, peaches, and other wonderful aroma. I love the smell when garlic and onions are good together it has a richness of power. When I’m juicing, I love putting my juice inside a wine glass.  I love eating with chop sticks. I love different types of marinating sauces to experience different flavors. I love learning new healthy dishes.  I have a sensual connection with my food.

I don’t find it pleasing to be stagnating with food, just eating the same old, measly food. The best place to go is to a Farmer’s Market or a place that have many variety of specialize food. Walk through the aisle smell, touch and taste food, if allowed and become familiarize with different type food. You don’t need to be afraid of new potential food, it’s not going to bite, remember you doing all the biting, it’s just going to make you feel special.  I what I like to do is research recipes to become experience of tasting new seasoning, herbs and spices. It can be that simple… a change. This can make your decision for healthier choices seem rather attractive, instead of being just plain.

Well, since I spoke about my provocative relationship with my mango, allow me to introduce you to my favorite friend.  Mangos originated in East India, Burma and the Andaman Islands bordering the Bay of Bengal. Persian traders took the mango into the Middle East and Africa, from there the Portuguese brought it to Brazil and the West Indies. Mango cultivators arrived in Florida in the 1830's and in California in the 1880's. The mango is known as the 'king of fruit' throughout the world, and The Mango tree is a symbol of love. That’s my kinda fruit!!!  It also has other health benefits. Mangoes really can make you feel better, rich in vitamins, anti-oxidants & minerals. Mangoes contain an enzyme with stomach soothing properties similar found in papayas. These comforting enzymes act as a digestive aid and can be held partially responsible for that feeling of contentment. So, no wonder I had a sensual relationship with my mango. It was meant to be. There are so many recipes and other documented facts about mango you may enjoy. 

Here’s a salad mango recipe you may enjoy, very simple to make:

1 or 2 mangoes
Handful of cilantro (a new herb I just started to use in recipe)
Shallots or red onions
2 squeeze lemon and zest
Red peppers
Olive oil
Salt and pepper, to taste
Just mixed all ingredients together and chilled in refrigerator for 8 hours or overnight, to let marinate… Delicious!!! 


What are some of your favorite food that make you feel sensual and sexy?








Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Truth about Fit, Curve beautifully Carve




On yesterday I wrote this statement on my status on facebook; Sometime we need to be in solitude to collect, reflect about OUR thoughts and life. After my mom had a strong allergic reaction from her heart medication, where she spent a week in the ICU from swollen tongue and throat, it became apparent women have lost their sensuality. Sensuality is the foundation of great health. I've observe a lot of women whose heart has been closed and now becoming sick.

That statement is my pivotal moment to step up to the divine plate and start pursuing my gifts. It’s been in the works for almost 2 years. Even though I didn’t understand the magnitude of my learning growth, self growth and sensual growth, but I knew in the depth of my soul that I was a student of nature and I dance with its rhythmic flow.

I don’t know about you, but I’ve had some unsteady times that I felt like a failure; didn’t speak my truth; gaining weight; didn’t like my appearance; my hair was shedding; I became mean and uncaring; I was lazy and lost all ambition for life. You get to the point of being sick and tried to being sick and tired. In the allegory meaning of having a mustard seed, I felt deep inside there was a glimpse of love, sensuality and femininity yawning inside my womb.

I’ve had days when I felt extremely good and look great, but the extension of that time decrease only for that moment. But even through those days, I felt there were possibilities that needed to be awakening that some how I can extend and cultivate this beauty. Even through all of my sexual experiences and intimacies was not great, I truly enjoyed my connections. I love the sensation sometimes it may not lasted long enough, but I knew I was capable for more bliss in my life. In my earlier years, I knew sex was spiritual. I knew it is more than just simplicity of gratification. I search for all things about erotic sensuality that made me feel good. I love great conversation. I love dancing, a good kiss, and a good hug. It was the details of intimacy that soothe my soul and granted me the greatest feelings.

The thing regarding the universal dance you will always find many people who has similarities of your life goals. One day browsing on the internet, I stumble on Jessica Mullen website. Basically, her website is base on her philosophy about Life Streaming designing your life. You are the product that is marketing and designing your own life. She got this ideal from going to a graphic design school. Jessica implies those same techniques into a life design program she develop to help manifest your desires in life. How cool is that?

I love this type of universal dance because before I’ve ever set eyes on Jessica’s website, those haunting words like design, templates, color scheme and other technical philosophical thoughts that I was thinking and sometimes you just don’t know where those lucid thoughts come from, all of a sudden, BOOM… there it is!!! It was meant for me to come across Jessica’s path for confirmation. Thank you, Jessica.

So what does this all means for this blog and future projects? Well just going through my internal dialogue, I’m designing my own life sensually. Designing my sensual self allow me to have fulfilling life. I will always see the beauty and magnificent wonders of all created things. It will allow me to become presence so I can intake all the brilliance of life that gives me love stories, expressional joys, dreams and beautiful sex. It will allow me to honor my femininity to the highest consciousness of optimum level. I will be able to speak my own truth becoming fearless of the unknown. I’m only posting things that I enjoy and interest, so that things can manifest in my life. I knew the direction I was heading, but now it’s down to the specifics. No more guess work.

The term Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is about making your “life” fit. It’s not just on the physical but every part of your life. Just like your body that needs nutrition, exercise and motivation, so does your life. Your life needs emotional balance, cleansing, gratuity and sensuality. We can not always depend on our body for happiness because weight can return back. Weight loss is only the fraction of the whole. It is part of the lifestyle of sensuality.

When you start changing your thoughts de-cluttering your life from toxins, you will ease you into liberation to full greatness. Designing your life the way you want it. STOP using these templates that is set-up for you from your parents, church, peers and media. Determine your own sensual design. What will it look like? What’s your sensual style and flavor? How would you walk? How would you speak? Could you be a better lover? How will your physical appearance change and look like? Would designing your own sensual foundation will assess you a better career, a better relationship, being fearless or having confidence for yourself? These are limitless possibilities to achieve your highest standards.

Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is about incorporating your whole being as a spiritual entity. It’s taking fitness from the inside out,
Learning how to eat making it fun and sensual,
Learning how to become more intimate with your body,
Learning your anatomy of your body and body movements,
De-cluttering things out,
Stepping out your comfort zone,
Building a relationship with your self,
Being presence,
Learning how to receive love and touch,
Learning to love your self,
Learning how to give love,
Learning how to receive love and many more infinite self building

So Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is not just fitness, body image, lifting weights or thickness. The imagery of Fit, Curve beautifully Carve:
Fit- a standard of wholistic living of the mind, body and soul through tantric philosophy
Curve- is body movements to accentuate the feminine curves through variant sensual dances and outer line tracing.
Carve-is the inner tightness of your muscles that includes vaginal muscles, body alignment, body posture, body toning and facial toning.

This has been a wonderful journey, thus far. I’m still tweaking my blog, now I most definitely know the direction I’m traveling. I’ll see you there.






Monday, March 14, 2011

It’s a Wonderful Life!



We all know at this movie “It’s a Wonderful Life” that comes on T.V during the Christmas holidays. It starts James Stewart which plays a business man that become frustrated with life’s issues. He considers suicide to end his unwavering lifestyle, but an angel intervenes to show him how life would be without his existence. As you watched the movie, you’ll see every segment without his existence and presence every person that he’s meant to be involved among becomes frail with life’s fiery wrath. So the movie starts playing the “WHAT IF” game.

Well for the past week or so, I was faced with this type of dilemma, but without the suicide attempt. I’ve been on this journey of wellness for almost 20 years. You go through your influx of emotions of whining, debating, doubts, analyzing and frustration. Through all of that internal drama, somehow you manage to uproot your stagnation and move fluidly back into rhythm. My incident wasn’t any differ, but there were some powerful revelation. So many it take separate blogs to talk about it. This is just getting my dance back in groove again. I was just smiling while I type that statement. I guess, I’ll say it again; THIS IS JUST GETTING MY DANCE BACK IN GROOVE AGAIN…ahhhh that felt better.

I had a death in the family this pass week. I haven’t seen my family in awhile, accept on face book. As always you haven’t seen people since you were younger, or haven’t been around family functions. Everything is very overwhelming internally. You smile, nod your head, laugh at jokes, but you still feel invisible. You are floating incoherently just allowing the currency to take you farther away from your self. Why I’m a feeling this way? These are my family, why do I feel like a stranger? Maybe I am a stranger? Why do I feel so tense? I don’t know what to think now.

In my world, I’ve been reading, writing, exercising, experiencing new belongings, being more self-aware and just being open to new possibilities. Why I’m not expressing my true authentic self? What I’m afraid of; maybe I’ll expose myself being too vulnerable? Questions, questions and more questions.

Through all of your spiritual progression, you try to take your stance with certain thoughts and still be apart of fabric of the majority, but sometimes it doesn’t work because you are alone. You can’t fight this battle only with one person, which is you. You express yourself and people don’t understand what you’re talking about. All they can say, Man that’s deep!!!. That’s the end of that conversation.

What happen through my internal drama, I went on a emotional eating spree. I ate what I want, when I wanted. I didn’t exercise; I was drinking; I didn’t write…. I did nothing!!!! But got sick. I became congested, severed throat pain, and weak. I realized I had to go through this pain. I had to sweep back into darkness to learn this lesson. I needed to feel what it would be like, if I ever stop growing spiritual, mentally and physically. I had to feel despair and loneliness in the worst way possible. I was playing the mental game of “WHAT IF”. These are the patterns I’ve gone through many times, but this was tell all in your face I’m gonna whoop yo ass kinda thang. I got spiritually school. I will share some of those personal revelations in my up-coming blogs and maybe you can learn or shared some of your experiences.

We all have a purpose to fulfill for the greater good for humanity. We all are connected with electromagnetic field of all material and immaterial things. We will go through many obstacles to find that perfect way, but it’s never perfect, instead it’s the imperfection that makes it perfect. This makes it “It’s a Wonderful Life”. Life is forever changing.

What kind of obstacles you went through your spiritual journey? What lesson did you learn?

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Fit, Curve beautifully Carve presents: Denise Lipscomb


Today sensual sistah feature is Denise Lipscomb. If you ever heard the term your body is your temple, well Denise, will make your temple look subtly smooth, organically fresh, sweet smelling and a nibble magnet just in case someone may want take a little bite. She has that homegrown, earthy personality that gives you the warmth of a good friend. I’ve only known her from facebook, but her charismatic charm brings you back for her whimsical status update that brings you some sisterly love advice.

All women loves to be pamper, going to the spa getting a massage, but sometimes it may not be in our budget for a luxurious splurge. We also love fragrances that will lure in the atmosphere that will capture our sensuality, as we walk by haunting you for wanting more of that goodness. So when Denise creatively names her product, “Oh My Goddess”, it arrested that same essence of beauty.

I asked Denise, What inspire you to make the product? Denise says, for as long as I can remember commercial skin care products were never friendly to my skin. I come from a family of herbalist, healers and lovers. For years I have made, mixed and created potions and lotions; however, I only gave them away as gifts or to people who were dealing with some sort of ailment.

One day I just decided to put them on the market. My products are appropriate for all skin types; however, my hair products are geared toward black people with natural hair. You asked how they make my skin feel? My skin feels so good I can't help but rub my own booty at night. lol. So many different fragrances from sweet to earthy give my man a definite treat!

My secret ingredient is love. However, my body buttas are a blend of Shea Butter, Jojoba Oil, Kukui Nut Oil, Sweet Almond and Essential Oils.

Oh My Goddess is truly Grass Roots. I would love to see my product line soar; however, I never desire that it get so big that I am forced to add harmful chemicals and preservatives. So you know....I'm not trying to go into mass production unless the product can remain pure. Honestly, I just desire to pour LOVE into what I do. The product has a line of Goddess Soaps, Healing Elixirs, Body Buttas, SugaScrubs & Salt Glos; recently I have added a Hair Butta, Hair Soap and Hair & Skin Conditioner.

Love in a Bottle! The Healing Energy of a Woman can energize and elevate ANYthing we touch.

For a Fit, Curvy beautifully Carve woman this product can surely be an awesome treat after our daily exercising. We always need to keep our skin beautiful. Skin is the biggest organs on our body. So lest keep that skin glowing and kissable.

For more information on Denise Lipscomb and products vist:

Oh My Goddess website

Oh My Goddess facebook

Sunday, February 20, 2011

My Personal Grass Root Journey into Law of Attraction


We are intelligent, astute, brilliant and intriguing type of people. The New Age spiritual movement has plummet inside every dialogue of conversations. The main one is Laws of Attraction. What is this Laws of Attraction? Well many people have interpreted it differently for their own understanding. I will not give you a formal description because you can Google it on-line to find a more elaborate definition. This is my personal depiction about Laws of Attraction. My definition is Laws of Attraction is generated energy that vibrates to attach with other resonated energy sources to expedite the flow of connection. Maybe mines is just as elaborate, but that’s my own interpretation.

I’m in the grass root of Laws of Attraction. I’m creating my moment everyday. I’m creating my own Master Plan. We don’t have privy to see others that we admire or inspire to be like when they have master their life journey to success. We only get the biographical versions of their story. Would it be great to actually see someone in the grass root progression of their journey to success? It would allow people to actually see it done in real time of every excited moment. There are many lessons to be learning that can help someone else in their endeavors and say, “HEY, I went through the same thing, also”. I guess, this is my own personal grass root Master Plan designing my life from a different type of template the Universe of infinity of creations. The universe is unlimited with possibilities, no matter what religion or spiritual path you journey, we all called from the same Creator.

I just embarked on a challenge doing traditional style- push up. I challenge myself to do a full set of 10 by Friday. I accomplish that goal relentlessly. So, what does this have to do with Law of Attraction or your Master Plan, you may ask? Absolutely EVERYTHING!! If you read my previous definition about Law of Attraction then you have notice it’s about energy. You have to generate some energy to move and circulate to make something effective to become tangible. Well we are all aware if you exercise (energy) you will see results (tangible). But sometime you have step out your comfort zone. If you step out of your comfort zone you will deepen your personal growth, therefore, you are designing your life.

I’ve been stepping out of my comfort zone lately. I’ve been writing in my blog, this one; networking with other phenomenal, sensuous women that has their own business and journey; doing advancement type exercise that is impossible, but doable for my body weight it’s making positive choices and changes, that once was a challenge. I know I’m still growing and deepening my unlimited space. So stay tune my Fit, Curve beautifully Carve sistah for more insights.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Fit, Curve beautifully Carve presents: Spirit Halima


I love this sensual sistah. This sensual sistah I met over 3yrs. ago over the internet. We both were doing a raw food challenge together for 90 days. Her name is Spirit Halima. The name alone holds much ancient wisdom, a daughter from Mother Earth. During that challenge we became friends, we gave positive reinforcement to each other; being accountable; giving support and most of all encouragement. We all like distant relatives, that you actually liked…LOL.

Spirit Halima is also co-creator of Inner Light Radio. During our 90 days challenge along with the Richard Blackmon, who created the raw food challenge, both Richard and Spirit did a feature every Wednesday on Inner Light Radio, called Reboot your Life. This show was about the challenges of diet, weight and food. It wasn’t just about raw food per say, but the chaotic effectiveness of eating the wrong food can cause havoc on your life and mental capacity. The show also had extraordinary guests like Phil Valentine, Dick Gregory, Queen Afa, Dr. Jewell Pookum and others. It was a fun filled show.

While we were on the challenge, every night you had to post what you’ve eaten, exercise and what ever your concerns of victories and struggles. Well this particular day, I wrote about my struggles of sabotaging myself. I didn’t know that’s what I was actually doing, but during the challenge I became more aware of my behavior. I spoke about how every three months being on a diet, I would self-sabotage by eating something that didn’t benefit my fitness growth. I was writing my spills, but it was liberating to actually feel some intimacy with my struggle to stop and reduce the bad habit that carries all burdens on other parts in my life. From my posting, Spirit asked to join her on “Reboot Your Life”. She thought my story will help other people to learn my life lesson. I was honored and nervous because I’ve never been on a panel, show or any kind. Spirit made my experience pleasurable. She is a great host. Her voice is very warm and soothing. Even though, before going on show, I listen to her approach of asking thought provoking questions and comfortable ease that she was made for this kind of purpose. Being a guest first hand, I was blown away of her professionalism, but in a carefree type of way.

Ever since then, we still keep in contact via face book. Spirit has grown into many endeavors and have grown into a sensual sister connecting to her sexual energy. She does now have her own communication production company called Chancellor Communication. Chancellor Communications (CC) is a global public relations firm specializing in radio promotions and event planning. Our niche is connecting entrepreneurs who have a product or service to support one’s well being with potential customers interested in personal growth and self development. With 15 years experience in commercial and internet radio, Chancellor Communications has built solid relationships with radio hosts and producers nationwide, Europe and Canada. Our staff has created, organized and managed small seminars to conferences with over 200 attendees. In partnering with our clients, we seek clear goals and implement sound strategies to achieve desired outcomes. In supporting our client’s goals, we offer a variety of services depending on their budget goals and needs.

Here’s more about Spirit Halima:

As a creative visionary, passionate about healing and transformation, Spirit Halima is a student of Ancient Wisdom, committed to personal growth for herself and others. In 2002, she launched the Cosmic Womb, an Internet Radio Talk Show an internet radio talk show that covered topics relating to natural healing, womb wellness, relationships, universal laws, principles and metaphysics. The program shared healing and transformative information to support listeners in having more choices available to re-create their lives: mind, body and soul. Spirit Halima has interviewed world renowned guests such as Rev. Michael Beckwith, founder of Agape International Spiritual Center, Health Advocate and Activist, Dick Gregory, Herbalist Djehuty Ma’at Ra and many others.

This sensual sistah is also bringing The Beauty Matrix - Your Beauty is Organic. It's a lecture going into the Matrix's spell on women that have us feeling inadequate to to fuel the Beauty Matrix ( cosmetics, plastic surgery, fashion trends, etc.) February 24th @ 7pm pacific

As a Fit, Curvy beautifully Carve woman, we always strives to become better. Marketing yourself as a brand, knowing your worth and what you have to offer will bring abundance and wealth into your life. We are more than just a weight size, but more the sizes of our attraction for our creativity. If you have products, want to be a better host or guest, and starts your own radio show give Spirit Halima some business so she can grow yours.

You can find more info on Spirit Halima:


the cosmic room

Friday, February 11, 2011

Sensual Friday: The Human Touch


I was listening to Kem song “Human Touch” and thought how the tactile of a touch can be a signs of wanting, liking, engaging and just sensually sweet. It’s the moment of surrendering all thoughts of menial contemplation and just being strictly presence. Touch is like a serenade of violin strings orchestrating a jazzy assemble on your body playing Dizzy, Sonya, heaven Miles between your thighs. It’s a rhythm of collided fingers mapping every curves and peak on a silhouette road. The closeness of another human is comfort and utterly captivated. Your energetic body becomes animate with every meridians and chakra being expose in an illuminative explosion of secretion.

When you are in a relationship, touch is essential. Without touch different wonderment of thoughts will leave a person feeling insecure. Touch represents nurturing, love, caring, intention, attentiveness and security. A simple touch can be spontaneously enriched by being surprise. A unexpected touch from behind while washing dishes; a unexpected touch while being in the presence of friends and relative; a unexpected touch while driving in your car or a unexpected touch by your favorite crush. It’s a satisfy meal for any occasion. It’s just the warmth of a person hand that can take you to ecstasy. The rich, opulence of ingrain electrical shocks circulating inside your body is orgasmic.

Human touch is part of our culture as homo sapiens. It’s our greeting card. We touch each other everyday. We use it to greet people by a hug or shaking hands. We use it to flirt with someone by touching their hair, knees, and shoulder. We use it while we are dancing a tease of the ass, hands around the waist or just a full assembly of body movement. We use it for general affection.

In some culture like in Africa, touch is about grooming and healing. Women in the village would groom each other hair. The woman would sit in-between the leg of the braider, while sharing whimsical playfulness and womanly love. It’s a gathering to express things about life, situational matters and about men…lol. It is also use my many witch doctors, magical healers, shamans, and other that deals with energy healing that sometime the touch can be faint, but still felt inside the body. Mothers use healing touches for their baby. If the baby had a respiratory congestion, the mother would rub the chest area to break-up any mucus. A sensual massage is great to circulate any stagnate energy in the body.

We need touch like we need food and water. Babies need constants touch for stimulation to keep their body system healthy, emotional balance and safe. Without the essential of touch we would emotionally die and sometimes a physical death. This can create dishearten, angry, aggressive person to live unhappily. These people can claim havoc upon other people’s lives. They become takers not givers, which mean they can rob you. They become hateful not loving, which means they can fight you. They become aggressive not pleasant, which mean they don’t satisfy you sexually. They become fearful not secure, which means they can kill you.

It doesn’t have to be with someone else. A touch can come from your self; self loving your own body. The curvy woman sometimes forgets to adore her body at that moment. While we are in transition, we should always have a celebratory moment when we see chances within our body. Celebrate the small details of your victory. When you starting see muscle lines, curves contouring, skin clearing up and changes overall. Touch that area. Love that area. Caress that area. Give thanks to that area. Some curvy women my have swollen, painful leg pains, or dark areas that blood is not able to circulate properly, take special attention and care to those area, as well. This will boost your sensuality IQ up exponentially. This is the healthiest time to be appreciative of your work and decision to become fit and healthy.

What are some things you do for yourself to make you feel special? Have you ever had an unexpected touch that was pure ecstasy? Do share some of your own touch experience.