The Truth about Fit, Curve beautifully Carve

On yesterday I wrote this statement on my status on facebook; Sometime we need to be in solitude to collect, reflect about OUR thoughts and life. After my mom had a strong allergic reaction from her heart medication, where she spent a week in the ICU from swollen tongue and throat, it became apparent women have lost their sensuality. Sensuality is the foundation of great health. I've observe a lot of women whose heart has been closed and now becoming sick.

That statement is my pivotal moment to step up to the divine plate and start pursuing my gifts. It’s been in the works for almost 2 years. Even though I didn’t understand the magnitude of my learning growth, self growth and sensual growth, but I knew in the depth of my soul that I was a student of nature and I dance with its rhythmic flow.

I don’t know about you, but I’ve had some unsteady times that I felt like a failure; didn’t speak my truth; gaining weight; didn’t like my appearance; my hair was shedding; I became mean and uncaring; I was lazy and lost all ambition for life. You get to the point of being sick and tried to being sick and tired. In the allegory meaning of having a mustard seed, I felt deep inside there was a glimpse of love, sensuality and femininity yawning inside my womb.

I’ve had days when I felt extremely good and look great, but the extension of that time decrease only for that moment. But even through those days, I felt there were possibilities that needed to be awakening that some how I can extend and cultivate this beauty. Even through all of my sexual experiences and intimacies was not great, I truly enjoyed my connections. I love the sensation sometimes it may not lasted long enough, but I knew I was capable for more bliss in my life. In my earlier years, I knew sex was spiritual. I knew it is more than just simplicity of gratification. I search for all things about erotic sensuality that made me feel good. I love great conversation. I love dancing, a good kiss, and a good hug. It was the details of intimacy that soothe my soul and granted me the greatest feelings.

The thing regarding the universal dance you will always find many people who has similarities of your life goals. One day browsing on the internet, I stumble on Jessica Mullen website. Basically, her website is base on her philosophy about Life Streaming designing your life. You are the product that is marketing and designing your own life. She got this ideal from going to a graphic design school. Jessica implies those same techniques into a life design program she develop to help manifest your desires in life. How cool is that?

I love this type of universal dance because before I’ve ever set eyes on Jessica’s website, those haunting words like design, templates, color scheme and other technical philosophical thoughts that I was thinking and sometimes you just don’t know where those lucid thoughts come from, all of a sudden, BOOM… there it is!!! It was meant for me to come across Jessica’s path for confirmation. Thank you, Jessica.

So what does this all means for this blog and future projects? Well just going through my internal dialogue, I’m designing my own life sensually. Designing my sensual self allow me to have fulfilling life. I will always see the beauty and magnificent wonders of all created things. It will allow me to become presence so I can intake all the brilliance of life that gives me love stories, expressional joys, dreams and beautiful sex. It will allow me to honor my femininity to the highest consciousness of optimum level. I will be able to speak my own truth becoming fearless of the unknown. I’m only posting things that I enjoy and interest, so that things can manifest in my life. I knew the direction I was heading, but now it’s down to the specifics. No more guess work.

The term Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is about making your “life” fit. It’s not just on the physical but every part of your life. Just like your body that needs nutrition, exercise and motivation, so does your life. Your life needs emotional balance, cleansing, gratuity and sensuality. We can not always depend on our body for happiness because weight can return back. Weight loss is only the fraction of the whole. It is part of the lifestyle of sensuality.

When you start changing your thoughts de-cluttering your life from toxins, you will ease you into liberation to full greatness. Designing your life the way you want it. STOP using these templates that is set-up for you from your parents, church, peers and media. Determine your own sensual design. What will it look like? What’s your sensual style and flavor? How would you walk? How would you speak? Could you be a better lover? How will your physical appearance change and look like? Would designing your own sensual foundation will assess you a better career, a better relationship, being fearless or having confidence for yourself? These are limitless possibilities to achieve your highest standards.

Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is about incorporating your whole being as a spiritual entity. It’s taking fitness from the inside out,
Learning how to eat making it fun and sensual,
Learning how to become more intimate with your body,
Learning your anatomy of your body and body movements,
De-cluttering things out,
Stepping out your comfort zone,
Building a relationship with your self,
Being presence,
Learning how to receive love and touch,
Learning to love your self,
Learning how to give love,
Learning how to receive love and many more infinite self building

So Fit, Curve beautifully Carve is not just fitness, body image, lifting weights or thickness. The imagery of Fit, Curve beautifully Carve:
Fit- a standard of wholistic living of the mind, body and soul through tantric philosophy
Curve- is body movements to accentuate the feminine curves through variant sensual dances and outer line tracing.
Carve-is the inner tightness of your muscles that includes vaginal muscles, body alignment, body posture, body toning and facial toning.

This has been a wonderful journey, thus far. I’m still tweaking my blog, now I most definitely know the direction I’m traveling. I’ll see you there.

Sexual Energy: The Real Law of Attraction

The first obtainable part of the secret is your thoughts, a burning desire, breaking all obstacles, having a definite yearning and using undefeatable situation as a learning tool for preparations for your real Purpose. Sometimes your life can be like an omnipresent media outlook. Giving you clues and being astutely aware of tangible and intangible atmospheric views to guide into your reality for your desired possibilities. Being present allows the providential occurrences to become greater in hindsight to observe your new awakening thoughts.

The easiest way to obtain this BURNING DESIRE is through your sexual energy. It’s the most potency of fuel power to ignite that BURNING DESIRE. Most methodical systems about achieving the SECRET, gives the patrons misrepresentation that you must have adequate education, wealth of money, already prioritize to comprehensibly achieve the soundings from different elite groups, but it’s already manufacture inside of you without the substantial greed.

But how do you attain such emotions and understanding of prolific qualities of sexual energies. Sexual energies are the fuels to emotionalize your feelings. These emotions are interconnected with LOVE, FAITH AND SEX. All three purposes will enhance the veneration of you. Your sub-conscious mind becomes the transportation to the Definite Intelligence that controls the ALL beings. We are eluded through the FAITH of possibilities to provide the physical equivalent to become a reality. In order to have FAITH is live your life through LOVE of all dimensions of life. Sexual energy is the prominent source that creates the movements of your emotions and feelings, these sources of energies provides the stabilization of LOVE, FAITH and SEX.

So if these feelings are equip to elevate our minds into faith in knowing we are able to achieve our desirable wants, how is one to know and familiarize our emotions with sexual energy? Well sexual energy can be both constructive and destructive through a person’s sub-conscious thoughts, which is, the faith bases of your mind connected with the Definite Intelligence. In order to be constructive, one needs to remain positive. Positivity is the dominate force that magnetize your life’s surroundings. Solitarily it comes from you through sexual health and well-being. Being in great standings with your physical health, gives the saying, if you feel good, you look good gives that statement its best exemplary point. Your sub-conscious mind is the fuel base from within to bring the reality into physical equivalent being produce, played out and demonstrated in all aspects of your life. It’s easily to instruct our sub-conscious to believe in our destructive behavior becoming quarantinable in a disease stricken canal creating poverty inside your mind. That will increase self-doubt, over-eating, being over-weight, non-sexual, hatred, violent and broken. So your reality can be done how ever you want to be.

Sometimes this process seems relatively easy to attain, ostensibly it takes a lot of self-discipline and determination to be presented. How would you change your life, if you hand the magical wand to instantaneously change your life? What one thing can you change now? What ever you change that will be your greatest starting focal point.

Window Seat

There is a buzz about, Erykah Badu, new video, "Window Seat". In the beginning, she alluded to an historical JFK assassination. She is just casually walking through crowds of people. Then slowly, she starts to take off her clothes layers by layers. OK....she is obvisously taking her clothes off; but to what extent. You sit there in supense, is she really gonna take all her clothes off...really? She gets to that momentum just to her bra and panty, then whoa; she has unlocked her bra strap, then that audacious move; she removed her panty...BAM!!! she is completely butt naked. The look on people faces was shocking and laughable...ha ha. During the end of the video, Erykah assassinate herSELF; but if you look closely, the symbolic blood was written "groupthink" spewing from her head. I'll explain that later.

I knew, when I seen the word "EVOLVING" written across her back; that this was embeded more deeply inside her soul. Erykah Badu has always been complex and completive type of artist. You'll have to love her colorful, unique expressions. I admire anyone who kind express themselves, creatively.

I can resonate with the ideal about the video conception. I have been fearful about alot of things in my life; taking chances, self-doubt, worrying about someone else's opinion, low self-esteem and not loving ME. Mostly, it did stem from my weight.Its good to be asethetically attractive and be presented in a postive light, because we want to attract people, but at what cost. Sometimes we can lose yourselve in the fake images that you have created or not because most of us just like to look good, but there are some people who go the extreme for perfection.

We can conceal our imperfections very well. You can look at a person and be like....DAMN, SHORTY GOTTA ASS ON HUR, SHE FINE ASS HELL OR HE'S FIONE, but when naked, big belly, strectch mark, celluilites, small breast, one testicles, so on, even Kim Kardashin have flaws.She was posing in a magazine and someone showed the un-touch copies that showed her cellulites. Her response was, "so what...that's what curvy girls get". We have to do accept our impefections.

One thing you can never hide is your true self. The truth will always prevails. We have seen it numerous of time, beautiful on the outside, ugly in the inside, insecure,depress,sad, mean-spirited, liar, cheater, ignorant, unclean and the list goes on. These are your characteristics and personalities that can be hidden inside a PERFECT FACADE.

Weighloss can be the biggest facade of them all. For most people weightloss is the answer to everything because its merit is base on apprearance.We use a lot of "if I" games, if I was smaller...I can do this or that, people will like be better, I'll get a man, I'll get a promotion, I'll be more out-going, and many other stipulations on life. Yes weightloss can make you feel better, lift-up your self-esteem a bit, but when your REAL self comes back after your false high, you'll we gain your weight back because you haven't found the root cause. Hell, people have done gastric by-pass and gain there weight back. This is a problem.

Overtime, I became comfortable in my naked body.I had to think like a GODDESS, implementing, self-esteem, self-love, manifesting greatness, health, feel comfortable, holisic, sensual, healthy atttuitude, self-worth, just seeing a GODDESS in the mirror. I focus on my intentions. When I take a show, I use a loofah to exfloliate the dead skin to help circulate the blood flow to all my extremities, giving myself self-massages with oils from head to toe, using shea-butter and different mixture of oils, deep breathing, dancing, reading, writing, listening soothing music, keeping my sexual energy activated. So everytime, I look in the mirror naked, I'm turn on. My " Mind" was changing to start loving SELF. I started implementing good energy inside my body as a ritual.

My "SPIRIT" needed some work also. This is the most important of all because its the real work, most of us avoid the confrontation with yourself. I face the good, the bad and ugly about me. What I really appreicated; that most people are mirrors of YOU. People reflect two things...who you want to be and who you are as a person. There are divinely good people that you admire they show you what you can be. If this part is lacking, then start implementing and displaying the good qualities to your life. If there are people who constantly display negativities, then this is the area that is imaging YOU....this when your changes begins. I'm not perfect but everyday I have real intentions to do better. So I can have that preparations for being somone's wife, someone's mother, someone's lover, someone's friend, just being MY BEST SELF. I'm JUST finding my way...?

This is the whole embodiment of being a WHOLE person; being balance. Who cares what people think about you. So this goes into the "groupthink". Groupthink is the act or practice of reasoning or decision-making by a group, especially when characterized by uncritical acceptance or conformity to prevailing points of view. In my words, its people who will defame, hate, ostracize, conform, censorize people because there difference. Hewl, I didn't know this until this video, but it all makes sense. People can assassinate you mentally, spiritually and physically.

In this ending, just accept who you are, release any fears or negativities and show your naked body....JUST BE LIBERATED!!!!!

Here's an article about, Window Seat...
http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/news/localnews/stories/032910dnmetbaduvidbadu.1f6c89461.html